so i made my decision. Im going to take a semester at Saddleback and then transfer to FIDM in the spring. By then, ill have a place of my own in LA and a great job at a clothing store hopefully.
I was really excited to find out that i still had time to apply at FIDM for the fall semester, and over all that is what i really want to be doing, but i made the decision to go to Saddleback first because, even though i have plenty of time to apply to the other school, I still feel like i have to rush to get all of the stuff done in time. Also, with the classes ill be taking at community college, I'll be more educated in my major and have more experience and build better relationships with people so that i have better options of people to get reccommendations from. Overall, i feel i'd be better prepared to apply at FIDM if i had a little bit more time to learn and do the stuff i have to do. So, even though i was really excited to just go straight to fashion school, it will be better this way, and the excitement will happen soon enough. I'm still excited to start accomplishing something, start working towards something. Only good things will come, as long as i work hard. which i have every intention of doing.
On another note. i've been eating horribly lately.
too much of wayyy too unhealthy shit.
whats wrong with me? I dont do that. I know better than that.
Why can't i just go back to being super healthy all the time.
I need to so bad, or im going to get fat again. that can never ever happen.
I need to do this again. I can do this. ugh.
oh AND, i just got kicked out of my brother's room. apparently i was cock blocking. JESUS...
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