want

when i was 5 i wanted a pony.
when i was 12 i wanted a cell phone.
when i was 15 i wanted to be able to stay out past 11:30.
when i was 17 i wanted a boyfriend.

i never stop wanting.

things i currently really really want:
- this one black bag at Steve Madden.
- a smaller, simpler, camera. just for fun.
- to lose 15 pounds.
- to make friends in california.
- to get that job at Urban.
- to get into school this semester.
- a BMW. black.
- a kitten. black and white with white boots.
- to stop smoking.
- millions of dollars.
- to be successful.
- to feel pretty again.
- a best friend.
- to be able to run 5 miles again.
- new music.
- endless supply of Jamba Juice.