things.

random things ive thought about today:

1. that time with the moments.
2. you.
3. hookahs.
4. being cross-eyed.
5. spiders.
6. oatmeal.
7. creeper at the gym.
8. how i want to take pictures on the beach.
9. the possibility of one day being in another relationship.
10. love.
11. anorexia.
12. russel brand.
13. gucci.
14. wondering how long ill have to wait.
15. boob jobs.

its amazing how many thoughts go through one's mind in a day.
the list could go on and on if i wanted it to.


im feeling really content right now.
i dont really know why. it may be those couple of hits i took a minute ago.
but its genuine contentness ( is that even a word?) that i feel.
i mean, i also still feel fat, and still wanna see you right now, and still wanna cuddle with my dog, and still dont want to work a double tommorow, and still havent showered today, and still need more friends. but here, right now, im pretty damn content. :)

how's that for the most random post ever?