So many choices.

I cant make up my mind. At first, i was thinking i would go to Saddelback Community College and get a business degree and then transfer to FIDM (Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising). Then i thought to myself, "well, i really want to get started in fashion NOW, but i still need a business degree." So, i thought i would double major at Saddleback in Business Management and Fashion Merchandising. Though, i dont exactly know how to go about double majoring.Then, while i was researching today, i found out that i could have just applied to FIDM for a 2-year fashion merchandising degree and just continue on to a 4-year degree with business management. SHIT. If only i had looked into this earlier. Now, i am super confused. I dont want to make the wrong decision that will take me down the wrong path to broke instead of the path to MILLIONS. I swear, i need a career counselor or something. I JUST NEED TO BE SUCCESSFUL. Im 100% willing to do whatever it takes to get there. So, is that so much to ask? I wish there was just a list of steps layed out for me and all i had to do was follow them. Now, i have made the decision that I'm going to go to Saddleback for one semester for Fashion merchandising( just so i dont waste time taking a semester off from school), and then transfer to FIDM in the spring. That is, if i get in. I would have to do a project to get in and write an essay and all of that. Ive never done that before. Also, if i dont get in, my plan is fucked and i have no idea what i will do. I should probably apply to a back up fashion school as well, huh? 

I'm also going to need a job as soon as i get to California. My dad's words were, " I'm not paying for anything anymore. You'll get food...maybe, and a roof over your head." Oh, great dad. Im hoping to get a job at Nordstrom's. Regardless though, i AM going to apply for the internship there. That will definately look good for FIDM.

i am proud of myself for coming up with some-what of a plan for the next year at least. I hope to God that everything works out.