Moving day

is getting closer and closer and i am TERRIFIED. Terrified of whats going to happen. Terrified of the unknown. Terrified of living with the fucking devil (aka my father). What if i dont make it. What if i dont make any friends? What if i fall flat on my face? this cant happen. I am moving to force myself to grow up and do something with my life for real. Knoxville has no opportunity. When i get there my life will be filled with studying, working, and going to the gym every day. I cant wait to be that busy. Hopefully ill be so busy, ill barely have time to eat, but plenty of time to work out. I hope I meet a lot of amazing people and have an amazing social life. That's all i want. I AM SO SCARED.